Secret Poz Bareback Fucker
So I am talking to this guy that found my yahoo online from some site that he won’t tell me about. I am completely fucking dumbfounded right now. Sometimes I forget how fucked up people are in this world. In a nutshell:
- He loves to fuck underage boys (He’s 24).
- He posts he’s negative and tells everyone he’s negative.
- He is actually positive and has been since his first sexual encounter.
- He fucks people and never tells them, just to get them positive.
- He’s fucked over 500+ people.
I’m fucking astonished and want to kill him.
Details in the Fabric - Jason Mraz
If it’s a broken part, replace it
if it’s a broken arm, then brace it
if it’s a broken heart then face it.
“I’m Yours”
This song used to be my ex and my song. We used to sing it to each other every single time it would come on Pandora, the radio, anywhere we heard it. It was very tender times. I had great hatred for it when I would hear it after he and I parted our ways.
Lately I’ve been able to listen to this song and enjoy it again. I want to share and sing it with my current partner because I actually feel like the lyrics are true for him and not just trying to be romantic. I have come to realize that I didn’t really feel this way for my ex. I was just singing the words in the lyrics to him to pretend to myself that I was really in love. I thought I loved him but my feelings with the man I’m with now seem to be on such a different level than anyone else. Is this what love really feels like? Is this how it really feels? These silly feelings I feel every day. He’s constantly in my mind. I think of him when I’m stressed out. I want to run to him when I’m sad. I want to stare into his gorgeous eyes, softly caress his stubbly-hairy face that I love so much and softly kiss him. He told me his darkest secrets, completely lied to me about some very fucked up things and broke my heart due to it. I instantly forgave him inside and honestly didn’t give much of a shit about any of it. I just wanted to move on and love him. I do and it has caused some issues but these are things that anyone else I know were to find out from their partner, it would be the end. Is that love? I think actually do love this one. I think I really do want to live out the ride with him. We’ll see what the future brings and lets see how much I can really deal with or give. ~Love of mine. Someday you will die. But I’ll be close behind. I’ll follow you into the dark.~ *endless mindless babble of phrases*
